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Goodwood Festival – A ‘Forgotten Voice’ – 28/07/2015 – Power of Intention – Law of Attraction

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Something brings me back again to write today ‘A ‘Forgotten Voice’, a horse name, running at GoodWood Festival,  something around this time last year made me write something similar to this.

Something about the Law of Attraction, how your beliefs rule what will happen within your future. Although in some senses you cant always use this theory within horse racing,  and yet something is telling me that today A Forgotten Voice will be a winner.

 

It may not be within the winning of the horse today, and yet I am sure by now that it will more than likely be within the format from my writing, my creative mind, that at times tells me when to put to hane to keyboard.

It’s funny how because I’ve just read something from another Light Worker that I regularly receive emails from & share through my social media, and will like to share here also, because today my energy is feeling mixed, as if this Forgotten Voice is ready to shout out and say that I know also….

 

“Know That You Know”

     “Being in physical reality offers may opportunities to evolve and grow.  Each moment ripe with energy that offers a peak into one’s own consciousness.
     We speak to many who despite the awareness of their own internal knowledge, decide to question its validity.  All of you retain all of your experience no matter what realm or lifetime it involves.  Tucked neatly away in your soul is everything that you already know.  Of course the immediate recollection of experience is not on the tip of your current awareness.  It does not imply that it has been lost.  Merly placed aside so that current experience can be more vivid.
     There are instances where something will feel very familiar.  A fleeting thought that opens passages into your eternal experience.  Decide to let yourself sink into that moment.  Instead of dismissing the knowledge, decide to embrace it.  If something feels right, it usually is.  Let your soul help you regain the knowledge so that piece by piece it resonates in your current reality.
     Most of you ask us if what you’re feeling is true.  “Am I crazy or is this a truth?” is a common question.
    “Know that you know”is a mantra that should be embraced by all.  Embrace the feelings that come up in any circumstance.  If it feels like a deja vu, it probably is.
     You are multidimensional.  That is a fact.  Why not utilize the “feelings” here and now?  Attempt not to question your inner wisdom  that taps on your shoulder.  
     Perhaps you filed it away for this present moment.  Trust that you are listening to your higher power.  
     It will make the path through this experience so much easier. 
     Know that you know.
     Consider stopping the questioning of your higher perspective, while utilizing the knowledge for the betterment of all.”

with thanks to Veronica @InnerWhispers


So for all I hope that somehow this makes sense? Just the simple sense to trust yourself.

Anyway lets move back to the racing last year I picked out these few and explained why I had picked them, these are the names & results from the friday at Goodwood 31/7/2014

Rainbow Rock – Intention Place – Actual Result Place 2nd

Jungle Cat – Intention Place – Actual Result Place 3rd

Forgotten Voice – Intention Win – Feeling mixed – Lead pack till final furlong then fell back

Talent – Intention Win – Placed 4th by a head

Secret Hint – Intention ? – Inspired blog write – Finished 12th

George Cinq – Intention Place or Win – Place 3rd

Results from RacingPost website – with thanks

 

Last year I also wrote this

‘Lets come back to Forgotten Voice, what prompted me to write todays blog, a forgotten voice within me, and us all that sometimes takes the power of intention to make things materialise in life, the power of us visualising those things happen to programme our subconscious self (will power) to make things happen…’

Heres todays Intention at Goodwood – Im going to share this with the book makers now so that they will make this happen for me (hint hint) 🙂

2:00 – Forgotten Hero – I am – Intention Place or Win

2.35 – Strong Challenge – Life is one – Intention Win

3.10 – Dutch Connection – A discussion about the LOA i had with my friend Michalis(whos from Belgium) who manages the Aragorn Aparthotel in Moraitika, Corfu with his wonderful wife Eleni whos Greek & is my near enough Dutch (Belgium) Connection

Swallows takinga dip by the pool @ the Aragorn Hotel

Swallows takinga dip by the pool @ the Aragorn Hotel

(Aragorn Hotel – Well Worth staying at – Comfortable affordable apart hotel rooms overlooking the scenic bay of Moraitika & Messonghi Corfu) prompted me to choose this today – Intention to Win

Sunset @ Aragon Hotel

Sunset View

Aragorn Sea View

Sea View from The Aragorn Hotel

3.45 – FORGOTTEN VOICE – Intention WIN (whatever way this will be 🙂

4.20 – Lucky Beggar – Because I will be if these will all win 🙂 – Intention Place/Win

4.55 – Goodwood Zodiac – Because today is a sign of the stars – Intention Win

5.30 – Third Time Lucky – sometimes thats all it takes is persistence & to keep trying & your luck will come to you – Intention Win.

I’d like to thank william hill for a £5 free bet i’ve also had e/w on forgotten Voice today.

So if all these horses (WILL) win today – It will really enable us to make a difference to the world by building healing hubs around the world to help animals & people (long term intention) – To help the people in Greece initially.

Help this doggy help heal people - thankfully re homed to help heal

Help this doggy help heal people – thankfully re homed to help heal

So here is my intention to the Universe from the outcome from this blog.

Whats your Intention today? Whats your forgotten Voice saying to you?????

 

Im going to leave this at that for now, and lets come back to you at a later stage and see how my own intention works out with regards to this, I again will be happy if the small bet i’ve placed on this to pass the time on this wet rainy day in the UK, and at the least I will get back what I put into this, and maybe even more.

 

Another similar post I’ve been writing is about planting seeds.

If you plant a positive thought for any outcome in your mind for whatever you want to achieve in life (not through gambling), then you will more than likely achieve that outcome.

Where as to say if you plant a negative thought for any outcome in your mind for whatever you want to achieve in life, then this is what you will achieve – the negative outcome that you have implanted within your mind for the way that things work out for you.

Ok life isnt 100% perfect, and yet the lesson i hope your gaining from this is that ‘What you believe in. You will achieve in.’

You can help us make a difference Here

 

#Oh_My_George ! Removing Anger by Removing ‘IF’ from HAPPY

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#Oh_My_George

Funny I was lying in the bath taking relief from some hernia pain thinking how happy i was… Yes Happy.

It was then that Forgotten Voice told me again it was time to write about this and how ?

Removing IF from HAPPY enables you more Happiness.

Yes, you may be thinking wtf

I agree… So here we go about how to try and explain what I mean by this.

I’ve been watching the usual xmas films to pass time yesterday, and something within this also sparks what I mean by removing IF.

Yes it is very close to xmas and I imagine that many people(especially kids) will be thinking

‘I will be Happy IF I get the latest Leeds United Kit for Xmas( i will be happy to have this also’-)’

, …. so lets say on xmas day the said child receives the Leeds United Kit, he doesnt really care for the other gifts because he’s happy and he has his brand new Leeds United Kit. Their ‘IF’ has come true. The day is brilliant and they are full of joy and energy around everyone

So lets say the worst happens(lets hope not for Leeds United), and the child does not receive his Leeds United Kit, therefore they are unhappy because their ‘IF’ hasnt come true. The day is dreadful the day is horrible and they are dreadfull to everyone

(I hope your following this)…

Imagine that today we all say to oursleves that we will be happy in our lifes right this very second now ‘only ‘IF’ we have ‘£120,384,342.33’,

and IF we dont have this £120,384,342.33 we will choose to be unhappy in this moment right now, and continue to be so because our IF hasnt happened.

Imagine if (Self Talk otherwise known as- IR, ID, mind chatter, internal soap opera) is saying to ourselves that we choose to be unhappy all the time ‘IF’ we dont have/ do have this – or whatever else we have in our lifes.

Then what are we saying to ourselves all the time, when do we have chance to choose to be happy???

‘IF’ at all times our focus and self talk is putting a decision on why we are happy or not?

Ok I admit, we are only human and we all have emotions, yet in life, ‘IF’ we use ‘IF’ in our everyday dialogue (self talk) as a condition as to why we have something (any emotion) then that is all we are creating, a condition for ourselves to choose what our ‘IF’ condition chooses are our emotion to anything.

Eg: Im driving down the road – I see a man run in front of me and I have to brake

– I can make a choice – I can choose to be angry and unhappy annoyed because the guy ran in front of me because I chose to that condition that a man running in front of me would make me unhappy – The ‘IF’ condition – I choose to be angry and annoyed at everyone around me!

– Or I can just chose to be happy because the guy got safely over the road, it was no stress to brake, and im not annoyed and angry, im not generating that around anyone who may be with me or around me.

When we say to ourselfs – put a condition on how we should feel for no reason apart from an IF – How much time do we spend on this emotion or feeling towards this condition – How much time do we waste rather than just saying to yourself in all circumstances I AM HAPPY.

I am a little at discomfort because of my hernia, yet I am happy because I have warm water and am able to lie down and rest it when I need to… I am not unhappy because of the hernia- If I was choosing to be I would be applying more stress to myself for no reason, wasting my time on unhappiness because the IF statement got a grip of my emotions.

When there is NO ‘IF’ then it is just a case of ‘ I AM HAPPY’

or if you choose to want to be ‘I AM UNHAPPY’?

yet in this case where is the ‘IF’ and the reason of the ‘unhappy’ when you are HAPPY?

Anger & Unhappiness affects your health!

You can Difuse Anger and unhappiness by putting a condition of ‘love’ for everything what you have and have right in this moment in time within . Replace IF with LOVE

Be like Mr The Cat

Mr The Cat - Plush Toy Mindset

Mr The Cat – Happy whatever whenever

Be Happy whatever is happening at any moment in anytime, be thankful for what you have and more will come to you. Be happy and you spread happiness around you.

Try smiling at someone you pass in a public place say a train platform where people arent smiling rushing for a train and see how many people smile, and watch the smile spread.

Share ENERGY THAT IS GOOD AROUND US – NOT ANGRY OR BITTER –

REMOVE THE ‘IF’ FROM YOUR CONDITION ON WHY YOU ARE UNHAPPY AND REPLACE IT WITH BEING ‘HAPPY’ RIGHT NOW.

It is xmas after all the time for sharing joy, giving happiness and peace.

Additional text 10/2/2015 –

So how was your xmas & new year?

did you remove the ‘if’ ?

I’ve just come accross this text within an email from that also talks about removing ‘if’

Check this out – with thanks to Veronica @Inner Whispers

Look For Outcomes That Will Expand You
     “In the life journey many choices design the path of your experience.  If one were to to question any individual soul while incarnate, the first answer would be a desire of well being and abundance.
     A feeling of abundance, however, is often elusive to most.  Searching for this balance outside of the self can be frustrating.
     “If I only had more money.”
      “If I only had a partner.”
     “If I only get this opportunity.”
     The “If factor” (The list goes on and on…) possibly can eliminate the ultimate goal or balance within, as the condition of “if” puts the power of creation outside the self.  Feeling the need of an additive can create havoc in the internal awareness of one’s energy
     Perhaps a more streamlined internal examination can create the atmosphere of choice in a more powerful way.
     Choose to create choices from a soulful perspective without any conditions.
     Look for outcomes that will expand your experience internally.
     Yes, your own energy can manifest quite well without all the “if’s”.
     Each day strengthens your thoughts to become the true creator of your reality.
     We realize that many will jump to the conclusion that outside influence is unavoidable.  Of course, if that is what you believe, so it shall  be.
     Why not attempt to stay focused internally to see what happens?  Decide to truly create from the canvas of your own energy.
     The probability of transforming outside “if’s” into internal sound creations does exist.  Simply decide to alter your perspective to do so.
     You are much more powerful than you currently know.
     Design choices calmly from within.
     As aspects of a higher perspective, you have the ability to design the journey.
     Know that  you can create whatever you want.  Not all of it is easy, but certainly it is complimentary to your evolution.
​     Attempt to eliminate the “if’s” and create from within.
     See what happens”

With Love

George

http://www.betterhealth.vic.gov.au/bhcv2/bhcarticles.nsf/pages/Anger_how_it_affects_people

http://www.theaustralian.com.au/news/world/why-anger-is-bad-for-you/story-fnb64oi6-1226854026035?nk=f430910e9364429d801fa9505668c7fb

http://www.thehealthsite.com/diseases-conditions/5-reasons-anger-is-bad-for-your-health-n214/

http://www.psychologytoday.com/articles/200308/the-downside-anger

http://www.webmd.com/balance/stress-management/features/how-anger-hurts-your-heart

http://www.aprilcrawford.com/

A ‘Forgotten Voice’ – 08/09/2014 13:33 – Power of Intention – Law of Attraction – Additional text

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Update – I hadnt realised at the time when I wrote the forgotten voice 31/07/2014 that I had to much text for the blog –

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Here is the additional text 🙂

(Again today a forgotten voice came back to me to take another look at my blog ) ‘-) Hope that you will enjoy – Please read

A ‘Forgotten Voice’ – 31/07/2014 13:33 – Power of Intention – Law of Attraction

which is part 1 – – – – –

Missing text #mentalhealth #awareness #mindfulness #gedicreativeminds

I presume that forgotten voice was not set to win todays race – It was set for me for this to be a winning piece of writing, yes I need to go back and check all the typo’s because you are getting this in real time as such – Yet now Talent is running – I am going to watch it win, and show you how a forgotten voice is also a winning notion, a forwarding, a positive emotion in writing.

A word to reach out to those who are in a dark place within themselfs to shout out and say to the world that only by staying positivc that whatever happens in any moment in time, such as not what you expect to happen, such as talent not winning in this race in this second and moment in time, that from it I am not taking out the negatives, I am accepting it as it is. I am writing out to those who may be feeling negatives and the worst will happen and to say…. it’s simply not worth it… think the best… the best will happen…. These horses may not have won, yet I am grateful and happy for the fun they have given me in this moment in time, I am grateful that it has inspired me to write some more. I am happy that I have had little cost and that i already have that back because the 1st 2 placed.

I am happy and positive over the next 2 races that Secret hint will win, and that George Cinq will win, at the least place, and so what the point is that I am not here thinking the worst outcome, i am not creating that, i am not dissapointed by the outcome i got when it didnt go the way I wished it to… I am living in this second in time, sharing that with you….

Because – In my past life I always would think the worst, and it would happen to me in some way or another, i was surrounded by that so that my life destroyed itself and fell apart, and by only thinking the best, and most positive even when I am at my lowest or feeling down I feel better within myself because I am creating positive energy around me, I do not feel drained by a negative circumstance. I am not making myself ill by thinking in that mindset, making me feel stressed about everything that is going on around me… Yes things can p**s you of, yet if you take the best from the worst you always will find a positive aptitude in life.

If I hadnt I wouldnt be sharing this with you.

Some people can look at this article and pull it to peaces looking at the typos etc seeing only the negatives!

I am hoping that by reading this now you will find the positives within your lifes.

And in the meantime I will leave it to you to find out for yourself if Secret Hint & George Cinq will win, which is what this is about your Secret Hint to healing yourself with a positive outlook on life… We only live once.. Live it

P.S: Mr the Cat may be in Jungle Mindset, or Plush Toy Mindset at any moment in time, yet you shake a bag of cheese & onion crisps anywhere within 10 metres and his mindset is Mmmmmmmmmmm I love crisps ain’t life good 🙂

 

 

 

 

 

A ‘Forgotten Voice’ – 31/07/2014 13:33 – Power of Intention – Law of Attraction

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So I start writing again, a voice from beneath tells me now it is time to do this.

A Forgotten Voice, a horse name running again today, took me back to a previous blog.

I will write this over the next hour or two, and see how the spirits are leading the horses with these names.  – My attraction for the following named horses to be winners today at the Goodwood festival.

 

Rainbow Rock – Because at the beach the other week with my fabulous girlfriend Anna at Runswick Bay, I collected more rocks. Many marbled and with different colours

Jungle Cat – Because Mr our Cat has spent the last few evenings in the hedgeback rather than the sofa proving to us that his behaviour is more than just a plush soft toy at times.

Forgotten Voice – It is written on my winners board – my positive attractions wall, again in blogs I have written. It attracted me to write this today.

Talent – I have it, I attract Talent, recognise Talent, and appreciate and work with Talent.

Secret Hint – It simply is, it hinted me to risk and place a bet the other day when I wasn’t going to which won me £100 from £3, it simply is a secret hint today to me to take this risk and place this bet. To attract these winners as I write about them.

George Cinq – My name is George.

 

In 15minutes the first will run,

My physcie tells me today that all will do well, I am feeling and thinking positive that this will happen. I am working with the law of attraction, whilst at the same time always somehow knowing in some sense always self doubting, which we as people often do to see and actually work with this power within us.

I will be very happy if all of these named horses place, I will be even more thankful and happy if they all will win… It will help me catch up and move forward with my £££££’s if they will all win today, and resolve alot of immediate issues within this circumstance and to help things around me move forward quicker, I am grateful for the chance to place small ££££’s for this opportunity to win something of a bigger value to help £££££ at this moment in time, to also be able to pass the time of day, and have fun in my time in doing so with this. To prevent my mind shutting down, as it had with writing, and in hence the forgotten voice is back.

I become frustrated at my wonderful girlfriend at times when she says things like ‘we will be poor’ by the end of the month, already self sabotaging yourself, and for life to be like that in that moment in time.

We are unable to predict what lies ahead of us, or in the past, yet I am prediciting in my own future in this moment in time and for the next hour or 2 for all these named horses to win, and for the feeling of this to happen within me, to argue with my own physcie how powerful the law of attraction really works, and why I am writing now to hopefully prove to you how strong keeping a positive frame of mind in life about everything around you, and that the best will happen because of this, and the thoughts that you project to the world program you to behave in that way that you are saying to yourself and the world things will happen….

To make full use of this I am working now with the law of attraction, am savingg and posting this part completed blog at 14:00 hours.

 

Rainbow Rock will run at 14:00 GMT and will win or place in the 1st race at goodwood. – Intention – Actual – Rainbow Rock – 2nd Placed

I will come back to write again after the race, and lets discuss how the outcome happened then 🙂 Be the law of attraction will work for me on this occasion 🙂

And Rainbow Rock placed 2nd, slightly hampered on the run up to the finish, yet thankyou – Proof that either I’m a good guess, or that the law of attraction does work. I had a positive vibration and feeling for this, on this note I am wondering where Mr The ‘Plush Toy Cat???’ atm Jungle Cat has gone…

Mr in ‘Plush Toy’ Mindset

Mr The Cat - Plush Toy Mindset

Mr The Cat – Plush Toy Mindset

Re-save blog / post and feel the vibration and positivity within self so that

Jungle Cat will run at 14:35 GMT and will wind or place at goodwood – Intention – Visualise – Actual -Jungle Cat 3rd – Placed

Probably Jungle Cat wasn’t feeling upto chasing a favourite in this race today, or maybe again i am just a good guess, and yet my intention was to win or place, and again this horse happily placed… Mr presently out in the hedge back surprisingly enough being a Jungle Cat.

 

Mr in Jungle Cat Mindset

Mr in Jungle Cat Mindset

Lets come back to Forgotten Voice, what prompted me to write todays blog, a forgotten voice within me, and us all that sometimes takes the power of intention to make things materialise in life, the power of us visualising those things happen to programme our subconscious self (will power) to make things happen…

If we are to say to ourselfs, or to that what you see in everyday life as whatever in that moment in time around you that their will be a bad outcome from what you are asking, then you self sabotage your mind, and subconsciously you are programming your intention for this to happen in life, If I had written that Jungle Cat, & rainbow rock would loose and not place this possibly would have been the outcome. . . In a crazy sense I am making effort to use this exercise in this present moment in time to show – how within your own internal thinking you can sabotage yourself from progressing with the best possible outcomes in each present moment within our lifes.

Ok – Not everything as per these horses can be predicted that things will happen… We aren’t our own gods, and in hindsight we are. We have the power within us all to make a positive outcome within our lifes, within our own internal thoughts, what we project about us around us, what we see within ourselfs… If we tell ourselfs that everything around us is going wrong that is what we programm ourselfs to do…

So far I have written with the outcome of a positive intention to horses and names,  So far this has happened… Why???

 

Because my own Forgotten Voice grabbed a hold within me, and programmed a positive outcome—

My Intention – Forgotten Voice WILL win – –

(for those with a negative mindset -the worst possible outcome it will place in the 3.10 @Goodwood) –

I have mixed the intention here – I feel this to win – Forgotten Voice jumped out at me this morning – It prompted me this morning –  It prompted the name of this blog Why???

Let us all see. – How strong is the power of intention & attraction – How well can you subconsiously give yourself a better outcome in all of your life with positive energy and thought? Oh hello Mr (Back to eat – from Jungle Cat mindset)

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So you see – because i mixed the intention it backfired on me on this occasion – Forgotten Voice came from the back to lead and show its strength for a while – it then held itself up because it wasnt sure of the intention surrounding it – for it to win, place, and confused within itself it strolled over the last few lengths – So next time I will not put a ‘negative’ into the context of the writing….

And prove in essence that a positive outlook on everything brings the best posible outcomes 🙂

And this is why in the next race Talent WILL WIN …….

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In the meantime here is some inspiration that i’ve just received …….

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Success isn’t something that you do on the outside, success is something that you are on the inside. The rest will follow. ~Chuck Danes

Expect your every need to be met. Expect the answer to every problem. Expect abundance on every level. ~Eileen Caddy

For the prosperous, it’s not about getting more stuff. It’s about having the freedom to make almost any decision you want. ~T. Harv Eker

You enhance your chances for success when you understand that your yearning power is more important than your earning power. ~Zig Ziglar

Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up. ~Thomas Edison

If you don’t build your dream, someone else will hire you to help them build theirs. ~Dhirubhai Ambani

If you don’t value your time, neither will others. Stop giving away your time and talents. Value what you know & start charging for it. ~Kim Garst

Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world. ~Harriet Tubman

Life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. ~Charles Swindoll

If you don’t design your own life plan, chances are you’ll fall into someone else’s plan. And guess what they have planned for you? Not much. ~Jim Rohn

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Prodigality – Horse names – Meanings – Butchers shop – Feelings – Fun bets V Negative Past – Drunken – fruit machine playing – boredom

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Prod·i·gal·i·ty (prd-gl-t) n. pl. prod·i·gal·i·ties 1. Extravagant wastefulness. 2. Profuse generosity. 3. Extreme abundance; lavishness.

I have always been a bit of a risk taker,  i live ‘in’ and for the moment, and have such liked to have the fun bet to pass my day when relaxing or to kill time.

I will say that i became involved in placing bets from working in a local butchers which made the best MOST EXtravagant Range off 300+ different types of sausage in the town for 20yrs on a weekend/ or whilst studying (which I have never really stopped)

When I started as a ‘Saturday lad’ many years ago (fun times always). The shop owner Mad Mal (MVC VD & Bar (I’ll explain that nick name later 🙂 ) would send us with his bets to the local bookmakers around the corner. The shop became a regular meet up for the ‘lads’ and we would go out drinking (too often) together.

Wetherby being a horse racing town also has some local trainers in the area, and so we would get to know things about the horses, and would sometimes go to the local meeting at the race track after the 2nd race when you would get in for free, or sneak in up the railway lines when we were younger to watch. (Whoops slipped that one out to the public)

Malcolm & I keep in contact to this day since he has retired, I assisted him go into that transition period because for 20 years + it was always one of us lads in the shop that would do his shopping, cook for him etc .

Malcolm lived for the shop he still now gets up at 5am has a COLD shower, does an hr off thai chi & exercises and has a regular hobby & routine.. He routinely was in the shop from 6am until 6pm each day or longer  (He like the feel of money) For anyone to watch for an example of promptness & routine malcolm is one person to look up to.

Because Malcolm ‘lived’ for the shop it took him allot to ‘give’ it up, retire and move on. He looks back on it now & wishes he had given it up when we had told him to.  the camaraderie we had between us when we where in the shop together was what made the work always ‘fun’. Malcolm still now believes he is 17 and is 77. We believe that he will reach 100+ we also nicknamed him the highlander. Still now we have that amazing charisma and essence of fun when we catch up. He has always liked the ladies (thus the VD in the other nickname) LOL

The lads who i’ve worked with in the shop, also Simon(still managing under new ownership, (Steve & Chris (Scotty) always have had fun together in the shop & between us have won many awards for the sausages we have made over the years. (£££Big supermarket chain for secret recipes – LOL 🙂

Anyway back to Horse names, I used to think in the way that i would never win, until the law of attraction and my way of thinking about it changed, and then things began to turn fully around in my life with luck in that sense, and my intention of my ‘fun bet’.

Mainly spiritual names and positive ones… Here’s a few combination winners for £2-3 bets paying £100+ lol – Dare to Achieve – Major Decision – Soul Magic – Magic City – Forgotten VOICE – OPINION – Leading Light – TruthWillSetU Free – BUY ART – Renegotiate – BODY SOUL – Most Improved – Magic Cat.

So why have I chosen those names at that moment in time, such as I have chosen LOST IN THE MOMENT right now, because I’m Lost in the Moment in writing, just as the race is running at this moment…..and Lost in the Moment places in the race, which is the Intention I had had for it, which is where the Place in this Moment in Time and the law of attraction are asking me to write about it….

I chose Forgotten Voice, because I was feeling at that moment in Time when I wrote that that I was the Forgotten Voice, or that a Forgotten Voice was calling to me to take more action or somethin in my life, to attend somewhere, be somewhere…Strangely my spiritual sense & ‘Gut’ tells me what to do & where to be at all moments in time… Although I live at the top of a hill, and somewhere will walk around the park, and feel which direct the earths magnetism pulls me or wants me to go or be, sometimes in part circles till i feel whats right 🙂

Ok yes weird stuff..  Probably something to do with all the alcohol i drank in those days all the time, the problem being when i was younger i drank nearly constantly throughout the weekend, and would always go to the pub after the shop or at lunch when we could do that in those days. it was a social thing more,

My boredom being in my younger days I would get paid, get pissed outa my mind  & bored and gamble nearly a full weeks wage in 2 hours on fruit machines because i was bored and maybe a little socially excluded because of my nervous anxiety at that time when i did not recognise that i was suffering from it, and could not control my emotions at that time. and maybe something to do with nervous anxiety? drunkenness, the same routine all the time? I hate to much routine.

And yet drink doesnt allow your emotions to work at any moment in time.  (ADVICE NEVER GAMBLE WHEN YOU ARE P**SED) Because IT IS THEN THAT YOU LOOSE CONTROL, OR I Did & would chase money.   Thus why I stick to fun silly bets that I know will get my stake back..
I feel I need to tell you more about this, and yet I will add this at a later time,

To say next time that you may fancy a flutter on the horses maybe at the grand national once a year or a saturday afternoon. Go for a positive name that jumps out at you immediately the name or the colours, Don’t always follow the form. I go with feeling. I am good around horses, and maybe it is natures way of bringing luck back to me and money so that i can have some fun with it again 🙂

Maid A Million – Another one today placed where I asked for its intention

And for anyone that reads this later look out for Prodigality at Ripon Today @ 3.30… Let’s wait & see

Dance & Dance (I will be later) & Secret Talent, because I am not Yet showing you my own personal full Secret Talent. I am looking for the right team to work with me on that 🙂 & Soft Falling Rain, because it is gently raining outside

More to follow on this one. Soft falling rain also placed where i asked for its intention 🙂

Addition to text – 

It is funny that today I come back to this post, almost a year on, and Malcolm was here today, we were taking about horses, I was talking to him about my writing, so he has had the chance to read part of this blog himself….

I take a quick look at todays runners again at Goodwood – and the Horse Forgotten Voice appears back at me – Maybe I had forgotten my voice to write for a while, maybe this was something leading to it being the winner…. Let’s see ? in an hours time? 13.33 31/07/2014..

Spending the morning stood on the toilet – Painting Artex – Home Improvement – Bathroom – Garden – Sikh

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Yes, today i wish to share with you my wonderful morning stood on my toilet, and crouched around it painting.

What a wonderful way to spend my morning with my head crouched around my toilet painting all the pipework, and other awkward areas that there are to paint in a small bathroom 🙂

You may wish to ask why i bring this up as a subject title?

I used to really hate painting, .

It was when i was going through my homelessness that I became very good friends with a British Indian Sikh family in the area.

They themselves where moving into a larger property for there family and had split there family home into a couple of flats.

In that moment in time I was ‘lucky’ to meet these guys because i was in desperate need to get out off shared accommodation and move into a nicer area and to have a place to myself that my daughter would be able to come to.

So I ended up moving into the property that they had converted into flats, on the agreement (because i did not have the money at that time for a bond, that i helped them paint there new house in exchange for the bond).

As I said at that time I had never really done much painting so this was a challenge to me, especially the exterior of the house that was  as such ‘artexed’ on the exterior, which brings me back to my bathroom wall in this moment today, because whilst i have been painting it ruining brushes because i am not able to use a paint roller, and picking paint bristles from the artex it reminded off the first ‘big’ paint job that I had done…

(artex- a textured wall designed with plaster)

It took 3-4 weeks to paint the exterior/ interior off the house for the bond at that time, frustration, a few mistakes that i’ve learnt by in the past 5 year,  the property was HAND PAINTED, which looks very beautiful and still does to this day…

And because of that bond payment i was asked again to help them with some off there other rental properties in the area,  and was asked by another member of there family to help when it came to preparations for his daughters wedding 3 years ago to help paint my friend Purum’s  own house, and work on the exterior including his garden to prepare for the wedding.

Purum regularly asks me to help him because of my ‘magical touch’ , especially to the garden.. We have become very good friends and I have become to get to know his extended family well over the last 5 years, and indirectly they have helped me when i  may suffer with bad spells off nervous anxiety at any moment in time and in effect have become a 2nd family to me. Partly because they could recognise that i was suffering with a form of mental health problem and was going through my breakdown at that time… I am very grateful to them as a family for all their help and good positive advice over the last 5 years. And we equally respect one another because of this.

My point being here is that I had NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT APPLYING MYSELF to SOMETHING MORE PRACTICAL LIKE Painting or gardening, and have seen that over time that it is the END PRODUCT AND FINISHING touches and the work done by Hand that allows me to Enjoy this sort of work, and because I have been told i have a natural EYE, and Touch for things like that…

I am at peace when i am in purums garden surrounded by nature, regularly watching the robin popping out for lunch when i’ve been over a certain area.

I’m at peace when i have my own space and thoughts when i am painting.

And yet the ‘system’ does not allow me to partake in things like this because it does not cater for an individual with nervous anxiety.

Off which doing things such as painting and gardening in 20 min spurts (because off my back) helps both my mind, and gives me the exercise that i need at any moment in time.

The main point is though that you can get to a stage where you will start on something,,, and you get stuck with it… it frustrates you… it annoys you…

My Sikh friends recognised that I am a kind good hearted gentle person & that it was only my mind that was letting me down, and have also helped me when i am at times suffering with bad episodes of nervous anxiety.

They are actually very good sincere caring people, and work a lot within the local communities within leeds and those who have suffered homelessness.

So RECOGNISE Someone else who may be suffering with their own emotional issues, and help them iff you can. Be kind and find PEACE of MIND within the things you once maybe disliked or didn’t apply yourself to.

I did, and because of that beautiful gardens and fabulously hand painted houses have come out of it.

So get in touch if you will like your house to look maybe like this one 🙂

P.S: I didn’t paint the shed LOL . Part of rear rockery and painted garage area June 2012

Magical Touch

Do you want your garden and house to look as nice as this?